you see today is actually 31st december, the very last day of 2009, and guess where i am..
no, not beaches or mountains or any leisure places.
im at work. *cue to horror music here
yeah, you hear (in this case read) it right. but im really doing nothing, i mean NOTHING at all here. right now, all the opened tabs on my window are youtube, blog, andddd that's it!
i wish i could at least spend time of new year's eve with couple of friends and strolling around somewhere in the city. we have no options left other than in the city because i think we couldnt go out of jakarta like to Puncak, Bogor or Bandung (those cities are the nearest to jakarta), because the road probably already closed due to the massive number of jakarta people going to those places.
i dont mind tho spending it at home, i dont feel the need to make this new year special. but i just wish there's a bunch of people i love to be around me.
oh well, what the fudge, i just want to be in a happy mood while welcoming 2010, to start the year with a rather positive attitude, and for it to happen i could simply watching series that can make me laughing a lot, and there. i will be in a very good mood.
sooooo in the end, i dont want to stress over where to spend new year's eve, i should just see what's come to my plate this evening, and if the offering looks interesting, i would grab it.
R
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Adieu 2009!
in about 48 hours or so, we're going to hit another year mark. and at that time we shall say Adieu 2009! Welcome 2010!
2009 has been a meaningful year, as i found something new about myself, people around me, and the world in general. I gain and i loss, for example my weight. this year alone i have loss about 5 kilos and ended up gaining it back. talk about what goes around comes around, huh?
Its been a very dramatic year for me and my family, as my world has been turned upside down because of it (my weight loss was partly because of this, other than the magic my Doctor has injected me with). This year I got to feel as a backbone of my family despite of being the youngest. those screams and tears now washed away, and it has been good. i mean REALLY good. Can't thank Allah SWT enough for all of these.
I also have experienced a soul searching quest, although im not traveling anywhere in search for it, simply just looking back into what i have become. This quest can be finished with a huge help from my new found interest. Korean thingies. at first i was ashamed for liking those things, because i used to be the one who mocked those thing in a very badly manner. But, i have found joy in it, as i can laugh a lot and washed away my depression. after having too much laugh, you cannot not be stronger. because i did. i face obstacles in my life with rather positive and calmer attitude. and i feel like i've become a better person. On a side note, i do gain negative impact from being in 3 months of not being in contact with almost everyone. i have become more and more introvert. i used to be a BIG people person, but now i can easily feel awkward while meeting new people. well, i guess this is something that i have to fix in 2010.
I spent another year with my very splendid yet annoying best friends. i reconnect with some of my old friends and suddenly we got to meet more often than in 2008. and as for my very berry best friend (you know who you are), yea they're always there despite the fights, lies and mocks, deep down inside i think we do love each other (well i hope so), although now it has been very hard to meet up with them, and to keep in constant contact with them. i think i will still be spending a lot of times with them in years to come.
College has been very challenging, and i have to be prepared for more of it next year in 2010 as i have to deal with thesis and such. I really do hope it'll be running smoothly. because i HAVE to graduate next year. (say BIG AMEN for that please).
I also enter the wild world that often people phrase as working. i got to experienced a very challenging phase and important step in my life. this is my very first real job. i work as an Account Executive at a small event organizer. although its small, i got to learn soo many things, and it fit my college schedule. i wish next year i'll improve at work, and better yet after i graduate (AMEN) i will find a better job with a better salary.
Boyfriend has been there for 5 years and some months, has been a low point and high point of my life. things have been hard (partly my fault, blame the 3 months of extreme introvert-ness -is that even a word?-) but we have tried to make things a little better and it seems to work although we're still bumping here and there. as i always says dear, just follow the path and love each other, and may God do the rest.
There are soo many things happened in 365 days, i cant even remember everything from every single day. But i think things that have to be said, already spoken. soo..
Thank you for every single thing you have given me 2009, at times i'll probably visit you to reminiscing the good old times. Adieu!
And may 2010 become a prosperous year for all of us!
Regards,
Rani
2009 has been a meaningful year, as i found something new about myself, people around me, and the world in general. I gain and i loss, for example my weight. this year alone i have loss about 5 kilos and ended up gaining it back. talk about what goes around comes around, huh?
Its been a very dramatic year for me and my family, as my world has been turned upside down because of it (my weight loss was partly because of this, other than the magic my Doctor has injected me with). This year I got to feel as a backbone of my family despite of being the youngest. those screams and tears now washed away, and it has been good. i mean REALLY good. Can't thank Allah SWT enough for all of these.
I also have experienced a soul searching quest, although im not traveling anywhere in search for it, simply just looking back into what i have become. This quest can be finished with a huge help from my new found interest. Korean thingies. at first i was ashamed for liking those things, because i used to be the one who mocked those thing in a very badly manner. But, i have found joy in it, as i can laugh a lot and washed away my depression. after having too much laugh, you cannot not be stronger. because i did. i face obstacles in my life with rather positive and calmer attitude. and i feel like i've become a better person. On a side note, i do gain negative impact from being in 3 months of not being in contact with almost everyone. i have become more and more introvert. i used to be a BIG people person, but now i can easily feel awkward while meeting new people. well, i guess this is something that i have to fix in 2010.
I spent another year with my very splendid yet annoying best friends. i reconnect with some of my old friends and suddenly we got to meet more often than in 2008. and as for my very berry best friend (you know who you are), yea they're always there despite the fights, lies and mocks, deep down inside i think we do love each other (well i hope so), although now it has been very hard to meet up with them, and to keep in constant contact with them. i think i will still be spending a lot of times with them in years to come.
College has been very challenging, and i have to be prepared for more of it next year in 2010 as i have to deal with thesis and such. I really do hope it'll be running smoothly. because i HAVE to graduate next year. (say BIG AMEN for that please).
I also enter the wild world that often people phrase as working. i got to experienced a very challenging phase and important step in my life. this is my very first real job. i work as an Account Executive at a small event organizer. although its small, i got to learn soo many things, and it fit my college schedule. i wish next year i'll improve at work, and better yet after i graduate (AMEN) i will find a better job with a better salary.
Boyfriend has been there for 5 years and some months, has been a low point and high point of my life. things have been hard (partly my fault, blame the 3 months of extreme introvert-ness -is that even a word?-) but we have tried to make things a little better and it seems to work although we're still bumping here and there. as i always says dear, just follow the path and love each other, and may God do the rest.
There are soo many things happened in 365 days, i cant even remember everything from every single day. But i think things that have to be said, already spoken. soo..
Thank you for every single thing you have given me 2009, at times i'll probably visit you to reminiscing the good old times. Adieu!
And may 2010 become a prosperous year for all of us!
Regards,
Rani
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