the very last day of 2009.

you see today is actually 31st december, the very last day of 2009, and guess where i am..
no, not beaches or mountains or any leisure places.

im at work. *cue to horror music here

yeah, you hear (in this case read) it right. but im really doing nothing, i mean NOTHING at all here. right now, all the opened tabs on my window are youtube, blog, andddd that's it!
i wish i could at least spend time of new year's eve with couple of friends and strolling around somewhere in the city. we have no options left other than in the city because i think we couldnt go out of jakarta like to Puncak, Bogor or Bandung (those cities are the nearest to jakarta), because the road probably already closed due to the massive number of jakarta people going to those places.

i dont mind tho spending it at home, i dont feel the need to make this new year special. but i just wish there's a bunch of people i love to be around me.

oh well, what the fudge, i just want to be in a happy mood while welcoming 2010, to start the year with a rather positive attitude, and for it to happen i could simply watching series that can make me laughing a lot, and there. i will be in a very good mood.
sooooo in the end, i dont want to stress over where to spend new year's eve, i should just see what's come to my plate this evening, and if the offering looks interesting, i would grab it.


R

Adieu 2009!

in about 48 hours or so, we're going to hit another year mark. and at that time we shall say Adieu 2009! Welcome 2010!

2009 has been a meaningful year, as i found something new about myself, people around me, and the world in general. I gain and i loss, for example my weight. this year alone i have loss about 5 kilos and ended up gaining it back. talk about what goes around comes around, huh?

Its been a very dramatic year for me and my family, as my world has been turned upside down because of it (my weight loss was partly because of this, other than the magic my Doctor has injected me with). This year I got to feel as a backbone of my family despite of being the youngest. those screams and tears now washed away, and it has been good. i mean REALLY good. Can't thank Allah SWT enough for all of these.

I also have experienced a soul searching quest, although im not traveling anywhere in search for it, simply just looking back into what i have become. This quest can be finished with a huge help from my new found interest. Korean thingies. at first i was ashamed for liking those things, because i used to be the one who mocked those thing in a very badly manner. But, i have found joy in it, as i can laugh a lot and washed away my depression. after having too much laugh, you cannot not be stronger. because i did. i face obstacles in my life with rather positive and calmer attitude. and i feel like i've become a better person. On a side note, i do gain negative impact from being in 3 months of not being in contact with almost everyone. i have become more and more introvert. i used to be a BIG people person, but now i can easily feel awkward while meeting new people. well, i guess this is something that i have to fix in 2010.

I spent another year with my very splendid yet annoying best friends. i reconnect with some of my old friends and suddenly we got to meet more often than in 2008. and as for my very berry best friend (you know who you are), yea they're always there despite the fights, lies and mocks, deep down inside i think we do love each other (well i hope so), although now it has been very hard to meet up with them, and to keep in constant contact with them. i think i will still be spending a lot of times with them in years to come.

College has been very challenging, and i have to be prepared for more of it next year in 2010 as i have to deal with thesis and such. I really do hope it'll be running smoothly. because i HAVE to graduate next year. (say BIG AMEN for that please).

I also enter the wild world that often people phrase as working. i got to experienced a very challenging phase and important step in my life. this is my very first real job. i work as an Account Executive at a small event organizer. although its small, i got to learn soo many things, and it fit my college schedule. i wish next year i'll improve at work, and better yet after i graduate (AMEN) i will find a better job with a better salary.

Boyfriend has been there for 5 years and some months, has been a low point and high point of my life. things have been hard (partly my fault, blame the 3 months of extreme introvert-ness -is that even a word?-) but we have tried to make things a little better and it seems to work although we're still bumping here and there. as i always says dear, just follow the path and love each other, and may God do the rest.

There are soo many things happened in 365 days, i cant even remember everything from every single day. But i think things that have to be said, already spoken. soo..

Thank you for every single thing you have given me 2009, at times i'll probably visit you to reminiscing the good old times. Adieu!

And may 2010 become a prosperous year for all of us!


Regards,
Rani

get a kick out of it.

"Friends and family came and went,
sometimes helping her with her tears,
other times making her laugh.
But even in her laughter there was something missing.
She never seemed to be truly happy;
she just seemed to be passing time while she waited for something else.
She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live.
But what was the point in living when there was no life in it?
These questions went through her mind over and over until she reached the point of not wanting to wake up from her dreams--they were what felt real.
Deep down, she knew it was normal to feel like this, she didn't particularly think she was losing her mind.
She knew that one day she would be happy again and that this feeling would just be a distant memory.
It was getting to that day that was the hard part." - Cecelia Ahern.



Just saying ...



regards,

Rany.

am i too autistic or what ?

when i'm avoiding my social life for a month, what does that make me? am i an anti-socialist? but i simply feel better when i'm alone, busy with my own mind and doing things that i like.. it's not like i never go out anymore, i still going out from time to time.. but eventhough i'm in the most crowded place, i still manage to busy with things in my mind, you see like when i was swimming with my family in some public swimming pool, i manage to turn off everything that surrounds me, well the exact term maybe daydreaming.

the funny thing is i realize what i did, i simply choose to turn off everything, that made me hear and see less.. when i turn on again every senses in my body, suddenly the world is loud and i'm focusing again, it was like i was in a trans before.. i realized a lot of things about my life after i spent some "me time" in such long hours.. all the mistakes and wrong dos i did, but its all done and i don't think i can't put it better than, i simply don't care anymore.. when i'm being peaceful with myself, i also made peace with everything that goes wrong in my life, and so i should start things over and better..

but the thing that i think should have to be immediately fix is my relationship with my best friends isn't it? haha yeah i guess i'm a little bit harsh to them, like when i'm not picking up their calls when i'm not in the mood and lies to cut off the phone calls. i'm usually not this kind of person, i'm always too blunt, when i'm not in the mood, i used to pick up their phone and just telling them straight that they should call me later because i'm not in a place to make a phone call, they seems to understand that side of me, eventhough still cursing me every now and then, well yeah i won't blame them, LOL. i think the reason they're pretty understandable is because they know, if they were truly needs me i'll be there in an instance, it just for the unimportant chit chats that i skipped.

i think this autistic behavior only temporary, well i hope so, fingers crossed?

as for my relationship with my best friends, i must say i'm not really worry about it.. they know me too well.. hopefully they'll wait me back to the "outside world" with open arms.. i probably just need a week or two to open up to them again.. we're like a family, so i know they'll be there no matter how silly i must be..

to add it up : this is as honest as you could get me peeps.

kisses.

whatttt aaaa mooorrniiiiing..

i don't know what should be the tittle for this post actually, because i just wanna write about my dilema these last couple days. i hate it when i can't get anything i want.
i told you before about my plan to go on a family vacay, rite? i probably won't go anyway.. i decided not to go, because my parents will go umrah, instead of Bali, it's obvious to them to choose umrah when they know the date were crossed..
so that leave me with my sis's family and her husband family, and i will be an outsider (i hate the term, made me remember something LOL).. it made me tremendously upset, though i got something to pick me up a little, a new mobile phone.. but then my sister told me, not to expect any holiday from her, because she already bought me a mobile phone.. boohoo.
well, i could always ask my parents for a holiday trip, but the thought of it already made me feel uneasy.. i just don't wanna act all childishly, screaming everything i want and push them to fulfill it, it was just so not me.. i never feel comfortable to ask my parents anything i want, i'm used to do that to my sisters, since i got 5 of them, and because i'm their little sister they tend to spoil me, lol..
the problem is, i know if i ask my parents, they'll try to fulfill it, eventho i don't scream at all (once again, so not me), but after that i kinda hate the feeling, that i'm going to splurge the money for unimportant stuff in this twenty something age, instead of going to work and giving them money.. well the truth is i'm not ready to release the 'youngest child' title i got for so long and starts to act all adult like, but i have to start somewhere, don't i ?
ahh what a complicated thoughts to start my morning..

have a nice weekend!
♥ R

current obsession : Charice Pempengco

i've been youtube-ing for hours today, i lost counts of time. as my tittle of this post explain what i just did these last couple hours, yes i'm developing an obsession to a new talent from Philipine, name Charice. good God she is breathtaking! i didn't overstating her, oh you probably just should see it for yourself, i'll give you the video of one of my favorite live performances of her.. she sing a rendition of beyonce's song listen at oscar after party (i didn't really like her performance after listen) and she was introduced by her mentor, David Foster.. first she got a lil' bit pitchy, but after a while you'll see what i've been rambling about.. well enough said, here's the video..


don't judge her outfit, okay? i know, i know. but you just can't have everything.. let's kill her stylist, shall we?

now, now, tell me what do you think? after i heard her sing, i religiously search her other youtube videos eventho it's the same song over and over. her live performances video on youtube mostly showed her singing i will always love you, i have nothing, and i am telling you, and also listen.
well let me tell you a little background stories about her, she started to sing back when she was only four years old, because of her violence dad, Charice only live with her mom and her little brother.. she started to join singing contest to improved the quality of her family's life. and then a random guy/girl started to post her performances on youtube under the account name FalseVoice, after that it was like a fairy tale story for Charice.. Ellen DeGeneres saw her on youtube and then invited her to her show, so he landed in US for the very first time, she sang beautifully and mesmerized the audience. well she must be one of the luckiest people on earth, because after that, she's been invited to Paul O'grady show in UK, Oprah Winfrey show (oyeah, the one and only Oprah, incredible rite? Oprah even dedicated a whole episode just to tell the world a story about Charice's life) and many other shows.
the stepping stone for her must be when she was invited by Oprah, because after that Oprah introduced her to one of the most brilliant producer ever, David Foster. She's been flying up high ever since, she's been to the most amazing Hollywood gig with all the rich and famous (you could search these in youtube too you know, there's soo many of it). she also did a duet with many famous singers like Andrea Bocelli and Celine Dion. she's also been introduced to Michael Buble, Mariah Carey, Josh Groban and many other big names, even Barrack Obama (she sing in his inauguration night). Up until now David Foster still mentoring her and take her all over the world to do a concert with him, he even produced her new album and her single is written by Diane Warren (again, how lucky she is to sing a song written by such famous songwriter), the single called A Note For God, i've seen it on youtube (again) and the song was emotional and beautiful, but i think the song didn't do her voice justice like listen. she launched her single recently in Oprah's show. wow, i'm beyond speechless.
anyway just so you know, i don't know Charice at all, and this is not a blog to promote her, LOL. i wrote this only because i like her so much, it makes me fell like writing about her. Philipinos must be crazily proud of her, too bad there's no one like her yet here in Indonesia. well like my friends always say "better luck next time" LOL.
oyeah, i forgot to mention this earlier, she was just sixteen years old then (now 17), amazing right? (well i don't really forget to mention it, i intended to do that for dramatic effect hehe).

wow, this blog is long! have fun youtube-ing her everyone!

kisses,
♥ R

triple holiday with everything on top!

im freeeeeeeeee! no more studying, no more classes, no more assignments!
yes yes you're right.. i got my summer break already!
for friggin' 3 months!
oh i gotta love going to public university! they got longer holiday, with shorter term! hehe.
well, eventho i got this super long lazying and doing absolutely nothing days awaits me,
i don't have any proper plans to splurge my days..
i only got one plan, and it's for july, so i gotta go figure out how to spend the first month of my super long summer break!
the plan for july is to go on a family vacation to Bali. i used to skip these kind of trip, because i don't really like to go on a vacation with kids all over me (they're my nieces and nephew), you know it's no fun, lol (you must be picturing me as an evil aunt, haha). but this time i made an exception, because we're planning to not only stay in denpasar or any other usual travel site (well at least for me), but we're going to all over bali, literally!
the place i most excite to go to is lovina beach, i wanna go kiss dolphin! yes!
and also those bird paradise and elephant park, ooohh i wanna go bungee jumping, parasailing, snorkling, diving, jet skiing, swimming, tanning, give me any kind of adventures and any kind of activity on a beach.. you name it, then im going to do it!
yess, i love trying new things, and i got no worries for budget or else cause im going with my family, hehehe *devilish laugh. (now you know why im excited to have a family vacay, rite?)
later this afternoon, i was talking with bayu (my bf) about having a road trip across java, and im loving this idea because, you know, i love beaches! and if you take the south route you can hit beautiful beaches like parangtritis, pelabuhan ratu, etc etc. i can try lots of thing there too, hm surfing maybe? haha the picture of me doing that was funny, but who cares? maybe im going to do it anyway *wink. the road trip will ended after we hit jogja, then we're going to turn back home, but instead of taking the south route, we're planning to take the north route known as "jalur pantura" (oh the phrase is soo mudik, too much of an indonesian am i LOL), so we can hit those fantastic java cuisine, from tongseng, sate kambing, and much much more delicious foods. yeah quite a plan, rite? i'm excited like a child going to disneyland! i'm going to ask few friends to come along if they want to, the more the merrier i must say.
soooo, as for now, i'm going to spend my very first night of loooooongg holiday in bed, lazzying, reading a book, and picking up snacks every now and then (i'm going to be sooo fat at the end of this holiday, but im happy so how could i care?)
( i guess im saying 'who cares' too much, eh? haha but WHO CARES?! IM HAVING MY SUMMER BREAK ALREADY! WOHOOO!)

adios amigos all! have a blast day too!

kisses,
♥ R

note : i'm considering to change my template, what do you think? this template only have a small space for the blog. i kinda hate it :(

those devilish strings, that makes me an addict

these last few months kan gw lagi diet, dengan sangat niat, ke dokter eva di dharmawangsa which makes me spent lots of money! *seriously lots of money, up until i broke! :'(
karena merasa miskin akhirnya kan gw jadi jarang ke dokter eva, tapi berat badan gw stabil stabil aja, jadi gw seneng dan nyantai kaya di pantai, jarang ke dr.eva dan makan ga se-diatur dulu yang jam nya tetap..
nah, tapi akhir-akhir ini sekitar 3 hari terakhir gw makannya ga ke kontrol, ga ke kontrol disini adalah gw mulai religiously consume indomie** again! ahaha.
** those devilish delicioso noodle that almost everyone likes, yeah the cheap one, the one with various taste.. you must know it right right? -- kalo lo orang indonesia pasti tau deh, ini makanan wajib! ;p

pas gw diet, gw stop makan indomie, kembali hidup sehat dengan buah sayur dan nasi yang diatur.. and everyone believes*** (including me) gw bs lebih cepet turun kemaren2 itu ya krn gw stop makan indomie
*** oyeah, i forgot to tell you, kalo i was known as an indomie junkie, hihi
teruss teruss masalahnyaaa skrg gw lagi kumat kumatnya ketagihan indomie, dan gw ga mau investasi gw buyar! hahaha.. ini aja uda naik 1 kg, nuruninnya susah lagi nih, gaswat!gw juga jadi ngerasa kenyang mulu, padahal klo dulu kan gw makan bener2 seperlunya, aaaarrrhh..

my promise, with all of you as the witnesses : i will only eats indomie once every week, and only eat when i am hungry, and will cut back those snacks! PROMISE! ;) ;) ;)

fingers crossed,
♥ R

words of wisdom -- about friendship, life and dreams. ♥

i found this interesting words of wisdom in a novel by Cecelia Ahern, the title is If You Could See Me Now.. i already write it with a lil' bit modifications in my facebook account, but i feel like to write it here again.. well here it is :

people lies in bed worrying about car tax and phone bills,
baby sitter or paint colors.
if you can't put magnolia on a wall
then there are always a million other colors you can use,
if you can't pay your phone bill then just write a letter telling them.

I'm not playing down the importance of these things,
yes you need money for food,
yes you need food to survive,
but you also need sleep to have energy,
to smile to be happy,
and to be happy so you can laugh,
just so you don't keel with heart attack.

People forget they have options.
and they forget that those things really don't matter.
they should concentrating on what they have and not what they don't have.
and by the way, wishing and dreaming doesn't mean concentrating on what you don't have,
it's positive thinking that encourages hoping and believing,
not whinging and moaning.

the reason behind why i wrote those words are because, the words are quite catchy and makes me remember some subjects, and some persons comes into my mind, it's obviously talked about people who spend their life worrying about soo many things, they forgot to actually live.. the just keep on lying -- whinging and moaning, to their self and everyone else..
what they don't know is that we knew.. about the lies, about everything..
and what is life without friends ?
what is life without dreaming in a positive way ?
what is life if you worrying too much ?
what is life if you put your feet on others and hurt them purposely ?
last, what is life if you can do it honestly and trully live it ?

my best regards,
♥ R

saturday : holiday -- rainy -- but not so gloomy and lazy

i currently addicted to this song :

Imagine all the girls,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the boys,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the strings,
Eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee.
And the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums.
it's the ting tings song - great dj or also known as the drums *

and NO, not because the current mizone advertisement on TV that used this song as a soundtrack, i like this song way back.. it was when i browsed through the queenbee-hunt website, there was a contestant that used this song for her creative video..

anyway, i just called a person who wants to sell her kittens! meaowwww! i want one.. she said, she's going to sell it cheap, if i'm going to take a good care of it, well off course! ive been longing to have a cat again, and i'm going to name him jack-jack! ;) she actually wants me to buy two, so the cat will have a friend.. but, i don't know if i'm capable to take care of two cats, right now.. hm whatever, i just hope i could get a cat as soon as possible! fingers crossed! :) :)

* you can hear the song in my current addiction album on your right side, it's the second song after the fear by lily allen.

can't wait!
♥ R

radmno thuohgts **** !!

1. my teeth ache like hell
2. i want a million bucks (to buy me a car, a new phone, and an apartment, and thousand other things)
3. i want a kitten
4. i'm craving for mcflurry caramel crunchy from mcd (the last one i got, nitip sm temen gw, tp diabisin sm doi, gw disisain cuma dikit dan udah meleleh haha. untung ga diminta ganti akhirnya.. :p)
5. just gave my best friend a surprise on her birthday, my friends and i gave her a board game *monopoly* with all the properties changed into our house street names, and places that means a lot for the birthday girl, happy birthday resik ! can't stop smiling when im remembering the night ! :) :)
6. i want to be more content with my life
7. OH! and i wanna go through final as fast as i can, but ended up with good grades :)
8. can't wait for the upcoming 3 months holiday after final !! road trips need to be planned up !
9. wanna spend that 3 months *no.8* to sikuai island, phi phi island and maya beach, bangka belitung (is it an island too? hmm), sumbawa island, lombok, and karimun island -- yep mostly here in Indonesia, love my land up here :) :)

i suppose, i have to show pictures to describe how the surprise goes, adn how beautiful those islands are, well because of my toothache, i gotta hit the bed.. as for now just see those surprise picts on my fb account and google the islands youself !

OYEAH! and AMIEN!
♥ R

lagu racun!

pernah berasa denger lagu,
yang padahal lo hina
lo caci
lo sumpah serapah
lo ga mau denger
tiap ada di tv, ganti channel
tiap ada di radio, ganti ke cd
tapiiiiii.. ga mau ilang-ilang dari kepala lo
lo nyanyiin terus-terusan the same sentences that stuck in your head
sampe lo kesel dan ngomel-ngomel sendiri
pernah ga? pernah ga?

gw sering, dan gw menyebut lagu itu, "lagu racun!" ahahaha.
my latest "lagu racun" adalah verra (or is it vierra?) - dengarkan curhatku
i repeatedly sing that song, which i only know the chorus, well it goes..
"dengarkan curhatkuuu.. -- katakan padaku katakan padakuuu..
semua rasa semua rasa cintaa -- " and bla di blaaa blaa..
coba deh dengerin, lo akan teracuni sel sel otaknya, dan mendadak afal liriknya padahal ga niat ngafalin, mendadak inget muka penyanyi-penyanyinya padahal cuma liat sekilas, mendadak humming atau nyanyi dalam hati padahal lagi bengong!
well i guess, the video and the lyric will be stuck in my head until i found another "lagu racun". ahahaha.

secret alert : actually, one of my "lagu racun" before this one is lagunya titi kamal, geezzzz it would never gotten any worser than that! she constantly wears fur in this tropical country for GOD sake! BANNED HER!

let's sing along! (YUCK!)
♥ R

sunday mayday !

deja vu!

hari ini mengulang kejadian minggu lalu.. aaahhhrr!

jadi minggu lalu itu mobil gw mogok, berenti di tengah jalan
pas tanjakan
pas lampu merah
pas lampunya jadi ijo dan gw jadinya di klakson abis-abisan sama orang-orang!
waktu itu gw pikir gara-gara oli,
karena hari itu bokap gw uda bilang kalo oli mobil uda harus diganti
dan rencananya sebelum ke kampus, gw ke bengkel sendiri
dengan maksud ga nyusahin!
tappiiii emang dasar gw kan lelet,
jd karena gw uda keburu telat buat kumpul ngerjain tugas di kampus..
gw ga jadi ganti oli, haha!
naahh akhirnya pas mobil gw mendadak mati, gw langsung mikir
"anjrit, oli nya pasti kenapa-kenapa nih, mampus gw!"
tapi akhirnya mobil gw bisa idup lagi, di tengah klaksonan orang-orang jakarta yang ga punya rasa empati sama sekali kayanya, bukannya bantuin liat cewe nyetir sendirian mobil mogok! padahal gw uda pake lampu hazard..
anyway, abis mobil gw bs nyala, gw langsung minggir ke parkiran ruko deket pondok indah situ, mana gw ditungguin temen gw yang mau nebeng kaann, jd gw makin panik deh! (akhirnya temen gw ke kampus sendiri *maaf ya peh!* dan gw ga ke kampus)
setelah beberapa lama, gw nyalain mobil deh, dan ternyata bisa.. dan setelah nelp bokap, bayu, dll gw akhirnya memutuskan ketemu sm bayu di belleza sebelom bawa mobil balik ke rumah, tadinya sih bayu mau nyusul gw, tapi males bgt nunggu dia kena macet di gandaria, jadi mending ketemu di tengah..
dengan anggapan kalo mobil gw butuh oli, jadilah si bayu bawain gw oli baru..
tapiii di tengah jalan, dan sekali lagi
pas tanjakan
pas trafficnya padat
pas di klakson abis-abisan sama orang-orang!
lebih tepatnya di jembatan permata hijau,
gw menyadari mobil gw temperaturnya naik, uda hampir ke merah!
panik panik! paniikkk! (padahal gw termasuk orang yang jarang panik)
setelah ketemu sm bayu dan berusaha menganalisa dan nelp org-org yg lebih ngerti
kita masih juga gatau knp! haha. (rada ga jelas kamu dateng buat apa yang, karena kita ga bisa masukin oli nya juga ahahaha, tapi makasih sayang! kalo gada kamu aku pasti makin panik haha)
akhirnya kita nyerah dan ujung-ujungnya nyusahin,
jadilah bokap gw nyusul, ngisi air radiator yg kering bgt dan bawa mobil pulang..
usut punya usut ya masalahnya emang di radiator, bukan oli! dasar gw sotoy dan keburuu panik emang deh! ahahahaha.

naaaahhh balik lagi ke si deja vu,
hari ini tepat 1 minggu setelah kejadian di atas
mobil tebengan gw sehari-hari, si karimun item dengan gantungan strawberry gede
mobil punya si apuut, mendadak ndut-ndut'an
trus si aput juga sama
dia langsung berasumsi itu karena air aki nya udah mau abis
karena supirnya uda bilang aput harus isi air aki lagi
jadilah kita ke pom bensin di lenteng agung, beli air aki
tapi si mas-mas sombong males ga mau bantu kita isi
yauda akhirnya memutuskan untuk minta tolong temen kita aja di kampus
jalan lagi nih kita, trus mobilnya aput masih ndut-ndut'an
gatau kenapa karena gw inget mobil gw yang sebelom mati mendadak itu juga ndut-ndut'an
gw perhatiin terus temperaturnya si karimun,
eh bener aja sampe deket stasiun lenteng agung, temperaturnya naik bgt!
gw langsung nyuruh aput minggir, yang untungnya pas banget bengkel
kita berenti dan akhirnya meng hire orang di bengkel itu buat isi air aki (tetep jaga-jaga) sama isi air radiator, kalo kata mas-mas bengkelnya, soket dinamonya ga kenceng jadi kipas radiatornya ga jalan.. walaupun mobil aput belom bener dan sampe kampus juga masih sempet naik temperaturnya, but we finally got home safe and sound.. :)

the meaning behind all this adalaaahhh :
1. women should learn a thing or two about cars, so we didn't end up sotoy and made false assumptions (like i did)
2. you should always listen to your parents (not like i did, when my father told me not to bring the car, i bring it eventually)
3. checked your cars every now and then, don't just know how to drive it (like i did)
4. and last but not least, what people said to you about your car, are not always the reason your car having problems (like i thought then)
5. well there's another one.. when you see me drive, avoid everything i did and run for your life! LOL


drive safely fellas!
♥ R

new blog

i got a new blog! OYEAH!
hehe yang lama udah gatau kemana, dan terlalu banyak drama.
i got this new one for my daily life, so maybe you'll get boring to read it,
but don't blame me if sometimes you miss out on something fun !
something hilarious ! something unxpected.. haha i might surprise you from time to time :)

i promise you, my readers.. (kaya gw punya aja deh, kan baru bikin!)
blog yang ini akan gw update dan jaga baik-baik.. BENERAN!
umm well.. FINGERCROSSED then. hehehe.
but now, i gotta go back to my ass-freaking-sigments!
i got a presentation marathon this week,
working my ass off, and tired as hell
minggu depan waktunya cabutttttt! hahaha.

as for now, see you when i see you!
kisseeessssss
♥ R