so after posting my latest entry, i was scrolling down to read my old ones.
and i got struck on how unhappy i've sound 2 years ago.
like i had lost direction, and sounds so.. lonely.
and i am sure as hell i have never been lonely, because i got friends, family and even a boyfriend back then.
shoot, i must've living my life just like that, and wasting time. that's why i sounded like that.
or maybe.. just maybe.. my old life was just a routine. a comfort zone, which actually not that comforting but i cannot let go.
to be in a better place since a year ago and maintaining things till now, need a lot of determination.
thank God i am able to get through it all.
but i am a bit unhappy lately, so i am afraid of things will becoming just like then.
knocks three times on the wood. i don't want to ruin my life because of unimportant things.
ah, i really should learn to let go of things.
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